DELETING SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE

In life we meet many different people. We gain friends, crushes, or even more than that. Nowadays we often look for friends who are cute and good looking. Sometimes we often have qualifications on our crushes. Just like they should be cute, tall, handsome, they should be this, that and many more. But have you ever experienced, meeting someone, you became friends, then later on you had a crush on him or more than that. You thought things would just go right if you just stay as a good friend to him, but later on you had false expectations. Because he wasn’t that perfect as you thought he was. In my case I have already experienced that,

I don’t know if in my case you would also do the same as I did…
In the first day of classes here in UP. Of course I’m really off to meet new friends. The first guy introduced to me (of course I haven’t met before) was this ---------n student. At first I thought he was nice. Because in fact he was really cute and good looking. As days go by I discovered other good characteristics that he inherits. I discovered I was developing feelings for him. From then on I started to stay close to him, like greeting him every morning and keeping him as my close and special friend. But as I get to know him more and more, and going in to his personality deeper and deeper. I discovered my feelings to get stronger and stronger.

Few months later, there came the time when I discovered that he was like getting away from me, not like before. I became a bit worried maybe he was angry with me and I Have done something wrong. But as days gone by things even got worse. He doesn’t even smile when we meet each other on the corridor. But those even weren,t just the things that hunted me but also when I found out that he was falling for a ------------n. It was like tearing’ me apart. But what could I do? So I just let it get away with time. Because I can’t take hold of his feelings.

After the second semester. I got closed to this girl classmate of mine; she was a very beautiful lady. I don’t know how it happened but we became very close. During those times she was developing feelings for a guy, who was a friend of mine, and also a good friend of my crush. The very problem that hurted me a lot started when I started to become a bridge for this gal classmate of mine and her crush. At first things have just gone right. Until one day my gal classmate asked me to ask her crush if he was angry with her. But I haven’t met yet the guy so I asked another lady to do it for me. It was lunch time and all Upians are waiting at the gate for the bell to ring. I asked a girl to ask my friends crush. My friend’s crush said no, but my crush said something which really insulted me. It would just be okay fo me if he said those words that only the two of us would hear, but the sad thing is almost all the Upians heard what he had said!...

So from that day, It seems that we don't know eagh other, it's like we've never met each other before. If we cross each other in a narrow way, I always avoid him and go on with my way. He doesn't how much pain he has cause me by just saying those words. When someone asks me about him, I just simply say; "who was he I don't know him!"